selfpreservationist | [imeeji - overflow content and nsfw]

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OH THAT'S A SPICY MEATBALL

[She tilts her head into the motion as she thinks about that for a few seconds]

...It's not just that. If I feel that strongly, I feel like... I should be doing something about it. More than just telling you I love you too. More than... even this.

But I don't know what that is... that would show you how I feel, and not... mess things up.

You don't have to measure yourself against anyone. Especially not me. The way you are... is part of why... I love you. I don't need you... to change anything about yourself... for me. If you wish to change, that's one thing, but... you're not lacking when it comes to expressing your feelings.

...You can say that. People say that a lot—that I'm fine at expressing my feelings—and then five minutes later I tell them something about my feelings and they say... oh, I didn't know you felt like that.

I don't know... if you really know. And... I want to show you more, either way.

... then, show me.

I don't know how.

You shouldn't let that stop you. Do you think any of the rest of this family thinks before they try something?

And you're all so great at expressing your feelings to each other.

We're... better than we used to be.

That's true, but that's a very low bar.

I can't dispute that.

...

[huffs a little]

It's true, though, that that's... part of why I fit in.

I'll just have to try, and if it's a complete disaster... at least I didn't stab you or something.