[ snaps the book shut as soon as she's finished reading and just stares down at its cover. ] ... [ shuts her eyes and takes a deep and shuddering breath in an attempt to force her wayward emotions into place, though as the minutes pass it's getting harder - her mind having more time to process all the stuff she looked through. ]

...fuck. [ swallows, replacing the book on the shelf and stumbling into it to rest against for another few seconds. well, this has sure given her a lot of stuff to think about. murmurs something encouraging to herself in korean and eventually takes a step back. ]

I think that's enough of that... [ no more reading diaries. instead, she'll turn to the wardrobe and peer inside. ]